A Journey of Healing: Day one

Welcome to my Walk with God through my healing... of mind body and Spirit.. I pray that God will show you.. that He wants healing for you.. sometimes it is instant.. sometimes it is not.. I will be sharing with you my walk through healing... all that I have learned.. how I have grown in a closer walk with The Lord..

I will start with sharing with all of you some notes from back in  2011.. so you can understand a bit more... I will be going back in time.. and walking through the past 15 years.. to help you to have hope..Faith... and see Grace of our Lord..

My Notes from Sept 14,  2011

Well... I know it has been a while since I have shared except for posting a few things from other fb friends... I know sometimes I probably sound a little bit different when I get so excited over little things like Water aerobics or a walk with my dog... I really have been thinking and praying.. is this something one shares.. I have kept this hidden from most of you because being a child of the King I did not want you to look at me as someone with a disease or medical condition. I have a condition... it does not have me... I have had a condition for ... I don't know... 13 yrs or so.. only 20% of people afflicted with this are live after 10yrs.. Praise Him.. I know in my heart God has used during some times of struggle and times of uncertainty for His Good and His Glory... I always thought to say I have been allowed to have something would cause another to possibly stumble... I have spoke out when God has told me too. Sharing with those who are hurting... or going through anything that God has allowed me myself to personally experience... I have always had a heart for my elders.. God let me walk in their shoes... Literately over night I was stuck down with a medical condition that made me feel as if I were 80 or more years in age... I went from a vibrant... strong, healthy self sufficient woman to someone I did not know... Though all the tests.. all the pain... all the struggles I learned to Praise My God... I asked one time for His healing.. I was alone... in my prayer and I cried out to my God to Heal my body... I felt in My heart that He said... "my Grace is sufficient enough for thee" As He said to Paul.. Well I never asked again that is until recently.. Now I am believing with others in prayer for a Healing... I believe I have been healed... even though some of the issues of this have not caught up to the Healing... All things In Gods time... His way... His purpose.. His Glory... I did find out recently that Paul actually asked 3 times for Healing.. So I neglected to ask God again.. Was It God that said No... or was it me... because somehow deep with in my heart.. maybe I somehow felt I did not deserve to be healed... Well I know God doesnt do things according to what we deserve.. If He did none of us would be saved... or healed... or ... well anything.. So I learned that past things said to me were not of God and that All things are Possible with Christ... and I know He is healing me... So I want to ask my fellow FB friends.. those who are saved.. to join in me in prayer.. for the completion of my healing..You see I know I have been called to serve My Lord in a Mighty way.. this issue has held me back ... ok you ask.. what is this thing she talks of.. It is called Mixed Connective Tissue Disease.. It is a combination of Lupus. Scleraderma, Raynauds and RA. I was told today that my lung obstruction is worse.. Well I dont accept that finding.. I accept the fact that Jesus has Healed me and I must continue to believe.. to claim it .. to share it.. to ask others who believe to join with me at the Cross in prayer.. with PURE faith.. If you think I am crazy.. I suppose I am.. Crazy for Jesus.. He is my Life.. and I will praise Him no matter what! He saved me from the pits of Hell. I love Him.. I will serve Him.. all the days of my life..