MY HEALING DIFFUSED MIXED CONNECTIVE TISSUE DISEASE GODS HAND

My Healing status and Good night .. and Gods blessings and Hand of protection over you..your family and loved one..and mine. Thank You to those of you who prayed for me today as I received my 5th Peptide injection.. and thank You from my heart to Jennifer Giampa for Being the Helping Hands of the Lord.. You gave a wallop of an injection.. You knew to ask the Lord which one was for me.. before reaching for the vial..  Im so blessed..knowing this is my life saver through the hands of the Lord.. You gave it just as it should be..I have had a great day.. but rested as I should.. and off to bed early though getting much energy.. But doing as I know is needed.. This is helping stop the Spiral of the medical condition..diffuse mixed connective tissue... which is an auto immune condition.. (my labeled ones were.. RA.. Internal Scleraderma.. Lupus.. Raynauds.. and can show any form of auto immune it chooses at any time.. and which after a sequence of events went in to a fast down ward spiral.. taking this condition in places that my doctors could no longer treat..as to treat one of the conditions would cause another part to become worse and potentially deadly..  This year my body could no longer process the foods I ate to turn them into nutrients in my body.. so my body not being able to absorb it.. I started to loose hair..my hair breaking.. could not focus of remember things well at all.. as my neurologist stated it appeared was attacking my neuro transmitters.. I had series of extensive tests showing that my body nutrients and minerals were off the chart in the tank.. my body was fighting it self so hard It became like one ball of inflamed anxiety inside of itself.. not knowing how to settle itself down.. at night I would wake and not be able to sleep..and would be exhausted in the day... but my body would not relax.. I felt like I was not firing on all cylinder.. which in fact I was told.. I was not.. So due to the Ulcer in my Esophagus  that had developed.. and was healed..but I seemed to have intermittent bleeding.. from several internal areas.. so no meds could be given for the inflammation raging.  My doctors saw me go from one that at least "looked" healthy to one that looked.. like well... not good.. My eyes were sinking in..hair loss.. extreme skin changes.. and this is all from the month of December (initially November) but didnt notice visually until December when I started loosing weight so fast and muscle..and I could not put it on.. Nor would my frame hold the muscle that was left.. I cut my trip short from my family's home in December..I didnt even wait for the New Year to roll in.. as I knew something was drastically wrong.. like never before.. something truly only the Lord could handle.. in January after getting back to my state and getting through having a major respiratory infection (appears caught on the plane as my immunity was so low) I then set off to all my specialist.. they all said the rheumatologist  advised me.. "get a good support system"  So I asked.. did she think..this was it.. she said.. well.. I dont know..its very bad.. but..I cant do anything now for you.. so I thought about it.. cried a little because I was truly.. tired.. and a bit overwhelmed.. not fearful to leave this earth.. but just couldnt seem to see the Lord getting Glory in it this way.. But.. in my heart I knew if it was in His control.. He would somehow.. So.. I went home..and spent a lot of time with the Lord.. In praise.. worship and in seeking His wisdom.. as to what next.. One night.. the Lord woke me.. clearly.. and I walked to the den.. turned on the tv.. sat down..and watched an infomercial on Nutri bullet..

HEALING OF THE HEART

The Lord has really been doing a work on me over the past year.. Healing me deep from hurts of the past..and also.. showing me things that if I changed how I did them..It would be good for me..and truly would bring God Glory... Step by step.. I continue to press on.. growing in the Lord.. , Mean the things you say.. Do the things You say you will do.. Dont spend your idol time .. chatting of others.. In a way that You could not invite the Lord to hear.. When Your watching Your shows.. remember.. The Lord is on the channel with You.. If You belong to Him.. 

HEALING.. CATCHING THE SPIRAL.. OF RA LUPUS SCLERADERMA

Looks like I will be making an appt with the doctor to have treatment reviewed.. seems there are a couple of tests I need done and we can get more focused on now treating this issue in the exact fashion it needs to be.. Maybe will be not doing the IV's.. or minerals weekly now.. Peptides always.. but I believe there needs to be something new in the treatment..as we have this stabilized..or not spiraling now..so we can get a bit deeper now.. That is what the Lord showed me.. one of the test..may not be covered under medical they say..even though expensive..I know its needed and I am trusting..the Lord will open the doors and make the way..He always does

Good Night All

Good night all..another busy day.. doing the things the Lord has for me to do.. IV day of Rivers of Living water.. then came home.. made my calls to some friends.. and the parents of the children who will be in my Sunday school class.. Im blessed.. looking so forward to getting to know these children.. Praying that the Lord use me..and speaks through me.. to be someone in their life that they know..they can trust and that loves them.. Im so honored to be able to be used by the Lord in this way.. Its so awesome to get to know little things about them from their parents.. and also.. for their parents to know.. I take this serious.. and they have open lines of communication with me.. I dont like even calling this Sunday school...this truly is so much more.. So excited as the parents are lining up to be volunteers for me..so when I take my class on an outing ..outside of Our class day at Church.... Looking so forward to this Sunday.. when I then meet them all face to face..as we grow and learn together.. about..Life..and the Lord.. and His love for each of us.. Be blessed all.. be a true blessing in someones life..reach beyond what you think you can do.. and allow the Lord to step in.. He will be there to meet you.. and If you dont know Him as Your Savior and Lord.. I pray that your heart be opened.. Prodigal..He truly loves you..He has never left you..will you run back into His arms..this day? Saved one..He wants an intimate relationship with you.. Its not about just about what He can do for You..He wants so to show you how to walk in Peace in this world.. will you let Him? this day.. Lord..Here I am.. Use me..<3~marni~

Nutri Bullet

Wow..what prayer and Praise can do for You.. Felling re energized ..and blessed..Finishing up my Nutri bullet drink then Off to get my Rivers of Living water.. and Rest ,Lord God Here I am ..USE ME! guide me..direct me.. Holy Spirit Have control.. Be blessed all.. May the Lord God cover each of You..Your family and loved ones with His Hand of Protection .. Go Out and find Your blessings in this day...they are there.. all around you.. Lord May I be Your Hands feet and voice to the world.. this day!