Wednesday, September 18, 2013

MY HEALING DIFFUSED MIXED CONNECTIVE TISSUE DISEASE GODS HAND

My Healing status and Good night .. and Gods blessings and Hand of protection over you..your family and loved one..and mine. Thank You to those of you who prayed for me today as I received my 5th Peptide injection.. and thank You from my heart to Jennifer Giampa for Being the Helping Hands of the Lord.. You gave a wallop of an injection.. You knew to ask the Lord which one was for me.. before reaching for the vial..  Im so blessed..knowing this is my life saver through the hands of the Lord.. You gave it just as it should be..I have had a great day.. but rested as I should.. and off to bed early though getting much energy.. But doing as I know is needed.. This is helping stop the Spiral of the medical condition..diffuse mixed connective tissue... which is an auto immune condition.. (my labeled ones were.. RA.. Internal Scleraderma.. Lupus.. Raynauds.. and can show any form of auto immune it chooses at any time.. and which after a sequence of events went in to a fast down ward spiral.. taking this condition in places that my doctors could no longer treat..as to treat one of the conditions would cause another part to become worse and potentially deadly..  This year my body could no longer process the foods I ate to turn them into nutrients in my body.. so my body not being able to absorb it.. I started to loose hair..my hair breaking.. could not focus of remember things well at all.. as my neurologist stated it appeared was attacking my neuro transmitters.. I had series of extensive tests showing that my body nutrients and minerals were off the chart in the tank.. my body was fighting it self so hard It became like one ball of inflamed anxiety inside of itself.. not knowing how to settle itself down.. at night I would wake and not be able to sleep..and would be exhausted in the day... but my body would not relax.. I felt like I was not firing on all cylinder.. which in fact I was told.. I was not.. So due to the Ulcer in my Esophagus  that had developed.. and was healed..but I seemed to have intermittent bleeding.. from several internal areas.. so no meds could be given for the inflammation raging.  My doctors saw me go from one that at least "looked" healthy to one that looked.. like well... not good.. My eyes were sinking in..hair loss.. extreme skin changes.. and this is all from the month of December (initially November) but didnt notice visually until December when I started loosing weight so fast and muscle..and I could not put it on.. Nor would my frame hold the muscle that was left.. I cut my trip short from my family's home in December..I didnt even wait for the New Year to roll in.. as I knew something was drastically wrong.. like never before.. something truly only the Lord could handle.. in January after getting back to my state and getting through having a major respiratory infection (appears caught on the plane as my immunity was so low) I then set off to all my specialist.. they all said the rheumatologist  advised me.. "get a good support system"  So I asked.. did she think..this was it.. she said.. well.. I dont know..its very bad.. but..I cant do anything now for you.. so I thought about it.. cried a little because I was truly.. tired.. and a bit overwhelmed.. not fearful to leave this earth.. but just couldnt seem to see the Lord getting Glory in it this way.. But.. in my heart I knew if it was in His control.. He would somehow.. So.. I went home..and spent a lot of time with the Lord.. In praise.. worship and in seeking His wisdom.. as to what next.. One night.. the Lord woke me.. clearly.. and I walked to the den.. turned on the tv.. sat down..and watched an infomercial on Nutri bullet..

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