MY HEALING DIFFUSED MIXED CONNECTIVE TISSUE DISEASE GODS HAND

My Healing status and Good night .. and Gods blessings and Hand of protection over you..your family and loved one..and mine. Thank You to those of you who prayed for me today as I received my 5th Peptide injection.. and thank You from my heart to Jennifer Giampa for Being the Helping Hands of the Lord.. You gave a wallop of an injection.. You knew to ask the Lord which one was for me.. before reaching for the vial..  Im so blessed..knowing this is my life saver through the hands of the Lord.. You gave it just as it should be..I have had a great day.. but rested as I should.. and off to bed early though getting much energy.. But doing as I know is needed.. This is helping stop the Spiral of the medical condition..diffuse mixed connective tissue... which is an auto immune condition.. (my labeled ones were.. RA.. Internal Scleraderma.. Lupus.. Raynauds.. and can show any form of auto immune it chooses at any time.. and which after a sequence of events went in to a fast down ward spiral.. taking this condition in places that my doctors could no longer treat..as to treat one of the conditions would cause another part to become worse and potentially deadly..  This year my body could no longer process the foods I ate to turn them into nutrients in my body.. so my body not being able to absorb it.. I started to loose hair..my hair breaking.. could not focus of remember things well at all.. as my neurologist stated it appeared was attacking my neuro transmitters.. I had series of extensive tests showing that my body nutrients and minerals were off the chart in the tank.. my body was fighting it self so hard It became like one ball of inflamed anxiety inside of itself.. not knowing how to settle itself down.. at night I would wake and not be able to sleep..and would be exhausted in the day... but my body would not relax.. I felt like I was not firing on all cylinder.. which in fact I was told.. I was not.. So due to the Ulcer in my Esophagus  that had developed.. and was healed..but I seemed to have intermittent bleeding.. from several internal areas.. so no meds could be given for the inflammation raging.  My doctors saw me go from one that at least "looked" healthy to one that looked.. like well... not good.. My eyes were sinking in..hair loss.. extreme skin changes.. and this is all from the month of December (initially November) but didnt notice visually until December when I started loosing weight so fast and muscle..and I could not put it on.. Nor would my frame hold the muscle that was left.. I cut my trip short from my family's home in December..I didnt even wait for the New Year to roll in.. as I knew something was drastically wrong.. like never before.. something truly only the Lord could handle.. in January after getting back to my state and getting through having a major respiratory infection (appears caught on the plane as my immunity was so low) I then set off to all my specialist.. they all said the rheumatologist  advised me.. "get a good support system"  So I asked.. did she think..this was it.. she said.. well.. I dont know..its very bad.. but..I cant do anything now for you.. so I thought about it.. cried a little because I was truly.. tired.. and a bit overwhelmed.. not fearful to leave this earth.. but just couldnt seem to see the Lord getting Glory in it this way.. But.. in my heart I knew if it was in His control.. He would somehow.. So.. I went home..and spent a lot of time with the Lord.. In praise.. worship and in seeking His wisdom.. as to what next.. One night.. the Lord woke me.. clearly.. and I walked to the den.. turned on the tv.. sat down..and watched an infomercial on Nutri bullet..

HEALING OF THE HEART

The Lord has really been doing a work on me over the past year.. Healing me deep from hurts of the past..and also.. showing me things that if I changed how I did them..It would be good for me..and truly would bring God Glory... Step by step.. I continue to press on.. growing in the Lord.. , Mean the things you say.. Do the things You say you will do.. Dont spend your idol time .. chatting of others.. In a way that You could not invite the Lord to hear.. When Your watching Your shows.. remember.. The Lord is on the channel with You.. If You belong to Him.. 

HEALING.. CATCHING THE SPIRAL.. OF RA LUPUS SCLERADERMA

Looks like I will be making an appt with the doctor to have treatment reviewed.. seems there are a couple of tests I need done and we can get more focused on now treating this issue in the exact fashion it needs to be.. Maybe will be not doing the IV's.. or minerals weekly now.. Peptides always.. but I believe there needs to be something new in the treatment..as we have this stabilized..or not spiraling now..so we can get a bit deeper now.. That is what the Lord showed me.. one of the test..may not be covered under medical they say..even though expensive..I know its needed and I am trusting..the Lord will open the doors and make the way..He always does

Good Night All

Good night all..another busy day.. doing the things the Lord has for me to do.. IV day of Rivers of Living water.. then came home.. made my calls to some friends.. and the parents of the children who will be in my Sunday school class.. Im blessed.. looking so forward to getting to know these children.. Praying that the Lord use me..and speaks through me.. to be someone in their life that they know..they can trust and that loves them.. Im so honored to be able to be used by the Lord in this way.. Its so awesome to get to know little things about them from their parents.. and also.. for their parents to know.. I take this serious.. and they have open lines of communication with me.. I dont like even calling this Sunday school...this truly is so much more.. So excited as the parents are lining up to be volunteers for me..so when I take my class on an outing ..outside of Our class day at Church.... Looking so forward to this Sunday.. when I then meet them all face to face..as we grow and learn together.. about..Life..and the Lord.. and His love for each of us.. Be blessed all.. be a true blessing in someones life..reach beyond what you think you can do.. and allow the Lord to step in.. He will be there to meet you.. and If you dont know Him as Your Savior and Lord.. I pray that your heart be opened.. Prodigal..He truly loves you..He has never left you..will you run back into His arms..this day? Saved one..He wants an intimate relationship with you.. Its not about just about what He can do for You..He wants so to show you how to walk in Peace in this world.. will you let Him? this day.. Lord..Here I am.. Use me..<3~marni~

Nutri Bullet

Wow..what prayer and Praise can do for You.. Felling re energized ..and blessed..Finishing up my Nutri bullet drink then Off to get my Rivers of Living water.. and Rest ,Lord God Here I am ..USE ME! guide me..direct me.. Holy Spirit Have control.. Be blessed all.. May the Lord God cover each of You..Your family and loved ones with His Hand of Protection .. Go Out and find Your blessings in this day...they are there.. all around you.. Lord May I be Your Hands feet and voice to the world.. this day!

Storms of Life

If your in a storm of life.. Instead of asking God to remove it.. Maybe just Go to God and ask Him to show you your heart.. and what it is He wants to do in your trials of life.. If He wants to show you something.. to grow you.. to walk in total Faith in Him perhaps.. To give up control.. Open His word.. and read it until His words start speaking to you in your life.. where you are.. Ask Him to speak to you.. to guide you.. to give you wisdom of His Will.. .. All for His Glory! Be blessed all.. and be a blessing to someone .. even if your hurting.. use that to lift someone else up that is hurting worse..

Good Night

Off to bed.. May God pour out His Spirit upon you.. your household and on those you love. May He put guard His Angels over you all.. and give you peace in your trials.. and joy in your sorrow.. May He continue to draw your hearts to Him.. to Make His ways known to you. revealing you His Knowledge.. all to be used for the Glory of God.. In Jesus Name.. amen.. Be blessed all. and be a true blessing.. If you said something you should not.. ask for forgiveness. If you didnt do or say something you should have.. do it next time.. Say something nice.. be something special.. Make a difference with who ever you meet today.. Be one who shows Grace.. and if You fall.. get back up.. and continue on.. all for the Glory of Our God..I Good night.. sleep with the Angels Guard.. and soar like an Eagle in the day to come.. dont look at your circumstances.. your pain your trials.. Just walk in the Faith and truth of Our God ,,If you dont know Him.. I pray that God continue to draw you to Him.. to His love.. His grace.. and Mercy.. at the The Cross..

Faith

Many times.. I do not hear the answers from God.. but it doesnt matter.. He sometimes just doesnt answer until we step out in Faith.. He does not need to answer to us.. He is God.. We just need to trust in that.. trust in His word.. and trust in the fact.. He has this.. Step Out.. Step Out.. Have Faith.. in what ever your going through..

Faith

My Lord Loves to step in the impossible.. He is a God of Miracles..and wonders.. what ever it is... Hes Got it.. May He give you His peace to know that.. His word is true..You dont need to know the when..why..where and hows.. Just know it.. and Trust in His Word! Be blessed all.. and be a true blessing to someone today.. It doesnt take much.. maybe its a smile.. a kind word.. a phone call long over do.. just to say I was thinking of you..a post card.. You May be the only good thing in their day.. but you just may leave a great impact on their life..

Good night

Good night.. May God pour out His Spirit upon you.. give you a peaceful sleep.. refresh.. restore..and renew you.. To walk again.. In His Grace.. and Power.. May He put His Angels guard around your home.. your family. your mind.. your life.. and Give you Wisdom from His hand.. Knowledge of His ways.. and May the rivers of Living water flood your soul.. All for the Glory Of God.. May He watch over my family.. hold them in His arms of comfort.. draw their hearts to them.. pouring out His spirit of Truth Upon them.. giving them Grace.. always.. to endure.. and put Guard Your Angles over them.. as they are gently called.. to the Throne and knowledge of Grace.. to be used by You... In great and mighty ways.. for Your Glory.. In Jesus Name.. Amen Be blessed all.. and be a true blessing to someone today.. May You soar IN the Grace of Our Lord.. walking in Faith.. always.. for His Glory!

Are you hurting? In Fear? What are you going through...?

What are you going through? are you in fear of the recent situations going on in our world..?? do you feel your in Chaos? When things seem impossible.. crazy.. devastating? who is it you trust in.. truly.. If in the matter of minutes.. your life flipped upside down.. and in a tail spin.. What would you do? The Lord can and will work ALL things out together for your good and His Glory..for Those who LOVE Him and are called For God knew his people in advance, and he chose them to become like his Son, so that his Son would be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters truly.. you do not need to know why..when.. how .. you just need to know.. and trust.. HE Has this! Be blessed all.. and be a blessing to someone tonight.. your their life line.. dont walk past a need.. a broken heart.. a lonely person.. with out sharing the Love of Jesus! Somehow.. maybe its just putting the groceries in their car.. saying a nice word.. Do you know Jesus? As your Savior? Your Lord.. ? Is it man you trust in? Or do you trust in The One.. who truly has your back? Are you His? or do you just know some of His word? Do you walk in faith? Or do you just say you do? what is faith? I know... I truly do.. Lord Help me to see others hearts as you do.. others pain as You do Lord.. I want to know You more.. to be used by You Lord God.. Your my all.. without you.. I truly am Nothing! May God continue to tenderly call you.. touch your heart.. your spirit.. your life.. as He shows you His love.. Hes calling you.. tenderly.. Calling.. He is at the door.. will you answer? If you know Him.. He wants to grow you in His grace.. His wisdom.. His knowledge.. for His Glory.. will you let Him?

Trials

Are you going through some trials in your life..? Tribulations..? Sometimes what we are going through maybe has nothing to do with us.. except to grow closer.. walking and growing in stronger Faith.. Sometimes it may just be..that what He is bringing through.. is to be used to touch someone elses life down the road. or even during your trial.. to be a blessing to someone else in need.. someone else that maybe in their trials of life.. they feel despair.. Maybe it is just to show them the Grace and Faithfullness of God.. He truly will never leave..Nor forsake you.. I know.. He not once has left me.. He has always Held me.. He loves me.. He lives with in my heart! May God continue to draw your heart to Him.. showing you His Grace.. His Love ..and fullness of life in Him..

Life

when life hits like a ton of bricks.. and well.. you are left breathless.. and you find that the Lord shows you others that.. well.. maybe dont understand.. or cant be that solid ground for you.. then Sometimes.. things or people must be ripped off like a bandage.. so you can go forward .. and do the Work of the Lord! Doesn't mean you dont love them.. you do.. Just need to follow the Lord.. period.. if they dont get you.. or if you always feel drained.. not the one the Lord has for you.. Move on.. and do it for the Glory and grace.. dignity .. of the Lord..

When You have lost it all

If you lost it all... lost all those you love.. If .. well.. If it is was just you.. what would you do? truly? Do you know.. Or think you know.. If you have not truly experienced it... well I am not certain you can say with certainty.. if you would run to the cross.. or to man..or crumble.. I just needed to ask you that.. are you willing to loose all? As the Lord did..May God continue to show You .. His Grace. His mercy...and His love.. May you not judge another.. but yourself.. tonight.. In Jesus Name.. Amen

Good night post 4

off to an early nights sleep.. May God Put His Angels guard over you.. your family.. your loved ones.. and of my family.. Pour down His Holy Spirit upon you all. continuing to draw you to Him. to His throne of Grace.. In Jesus Name.. Amen. Be blessed all and be a true blessing to someone now.. if this was their last moment on this Earth..what would you want them to know..what would you want on their heart.. If this was your last moment.. ... what would the Lord God almighty say to you.. as you stand before His Throne.. He Loves you. He is calling you.. Good night ... May The King Of Kings.. wake you afresh in the morning.. so you can walk the footsteps of this path in life He has for you..

What Mountain are you Facing?

What is that mountain your facing.. Call upon the name of Jesus.. He responds to the call of His children. go to Him with BOLDNESS... expecting.. There is nothing to Big for Him..Nothing to difficult.. He is our Strength..Our firm foundation we can stand upon.. He will no be shaken.. He will not be moved.. so dont let the enemy of this world move you! Grab a hold of the Lords Hands when you fall.. when your weak..when your hurting.. when your uncertain.. Grab a hold! Grab a hold in your Joy..your sorrow..grab a hold grab a hold.. .. FEAR NOT! He is with you! Be blessed all.. and be a blessing to someone today.. reach out.. reach over.. reach.. love them.. in spite of them as the Lord loves you.. He loves them too!

God will use you.. In Spite of You

God will use you if your willing to be used.. we fall.. we repent and we get back up.. to be used by Him.. Here I am Lord.. Use Me.. many in the word fell.. it is what is within their hearts I have been shunned by my family but I know God has the total victory.. of His story in it all.. be blessed my friends.. be comforted.. and be ready to be used by the Lord our God.. for His Glory..not ours.. its for Him. Are you willing..?

Use Me.. In Spite of Me

Lord.. all that I am.. all that I have.. all that is going on in my "world" I place in to Your Hands.. I ask you Lord God .. to come.. to pour out your Spirit upon me.. my home.. my family.. my friends.. and my life.. I pray Lord that you use this mess.. this pain.. all for your Glory Lord God.. that you... take my hand.. make me.. mold me..refine me... Draw my family to you Lord God.. I want to be used by You.. I am here Lord God.. willing.. and ask you Pour your Spirit upon me and my life.. to use all this For Your Glory.. In Jesus Name. Amen.. where are you in your life.. who is it you turn to? Man cannot help you.. not the way Jesus can.. He is the Peace in your chaos.. the Joy in your sorrow.. the stability of a Rock which cannot be shaken.. I pray.. you turn all to Him. If You dont know Him.. I pray that you hear His voice.. tenderly calling you.. He loves you.. in spite of you.

Good Night Prayer

Good night all .. I pray That God put His covering over each of you.. give you peace.. and bring you joy immeasurable.. May He pour out His Spirit upon you...refresh and renew you..Place His arms of comfort around you.. May He draw your hearts closer to Him as He continues to reveal Himself more and more to you. May He give you wisdom in your life.. and Grace abounding. . May He flood your soul with the Rivers of Living water..and become the heartbeat of your life. May He place His guard of Angels over you.. and your loved ones.. In Jesus Name.. Amen.. Be blessed all.. and be a blessing to someone tonight..

When Life Hits Hard

When life hits you like a Mac truck.. when things happen that grieve the depths of your soul.. when trials and tribulations hit.. well.. when you feel you have lost all and truly hurt beyond all measure.. or your stressed beyond all you can handle.. or when things are going on around you ..that you just cannot control.. and you have no choice but to step back and allow God to do His will.. I call out the Word of the Lord God.. I tell Him.. Lord.. you promised me that you would not give me more than I can bear...and Im there Lord God.. Im there.. I need your intervention.. I need your Grace.... and He shows up every time.. God loves to step in to the Impossible.. because with Him... all things are possible.. we may not see things happen right away.. but Gods promises are true.. Stand on them.. dont waiver.. Be blessed my friends.. what ever your going through in life.. God wants to grab your hand..and carry you through it.. will you let Him?

Good Morning )Prayer

Good Morning all.. I pray that today.. the Lord Blow His mighty breath upon you.. Giving you great endurance to do the tasks at hand.. Fill your heart with joy in your sadness.. Help you to share His Grace and blessings with others.. May He put guard His Angels ..around you..your family.... Lord watch over my family today.. holding them when they need it.. carrying them through grace.. tenderly calling their hearts to you Lord.. Put guard your Angles around them.. putting on a full shield of protection.. Mind..body and Spirit Lord.. Love on them Lord.. always with your wonderful mercy and grace,, In Jesus Name.. Amen.. Be blessed all.. and be a blessing to someone today.. May you soar on the wings of Angels today! All for the Glory of God...

Good Night Prayer and blessing

well .. a late night.. though not expected.. I pray that each of you are blessed in a mighty way tonight.. that you stop...where ever you are.. what ever your going through.. Are you stressed? Hurting? Sick? Angry? Lonely? ok.. understood.. Did you stop and put God in your situation.. truly? Did you just tell Him your list of wants? Or did you say.. Come Lord.. Come.. come into my life.. my issues.. search My heart Lord God.. renew my mind Lord God.. Heal my heart Lord God. He loves you.. He loves you.. He truly loves you.. what ever bondage your under.. let it go.. Religion? Condemnation? Legalism? Pain of your past hurts that others have put on you.. guilt of what you have put on you.. Let it go.. Let it go.. set it free.. In Jesus Name.. Live a victorious life..not a defeated life.. In Jesus Name.. Be set free.. You are special.. You are loved.. You are forgiven.. forgive yourself.. and then just worship.. the Lord.. Let Him Love on you.. and then.. share that.. Good night all. Be blessed .. be ever so blessed.. May God put His Angels guard over you.. your family...your loved ones.. May He give you peace in your slumber.. and renew you ..for His glory and Honor.. dont forget Be a blessing to someone.. Your one to me.. truly ... Love you all.. good night.

Life..

Where are you In life.. are you hurting.. do you think it is impossible to get out of your pain.. I want to share with you.. that the Lord Loves you..whatever your going through.. He wants you to know.. He is right there with you..and through your trials.. through your pain.. through your tribulation.. He wants to Hold you.. comfort you.. grow you.. and walk you to Victory.. I Pray you let Him.. He loves you..oh how He loves you.. nothing you can do can make Him not love you.. the world may turn from you.. the things in life may go all crazy.. but the Lord.. He is true.. true to His word.. He is there.. reach out.. grab His hand.. He loves you.. oh How He loves you.. If you dont know Him.. I pray that you hear Him.. He is tenderly calling you.. reach to Him.. You will never be the same..

Humility and Grace ..Our Tounge

Remember in life.. our mouth can give blessings or cursings.... and once we have said our words.. we cannot take them back.. I know..and I have fallen short in this area..from time to time.. where I get caught up in the situation...and circumstances of life.. instead of stepping back and coming to You Lord.. and I have said things that hurt.. though the Holy Spirit convicted me..and I repented.. but the words still are there.. and all I know.. is the Lord has shown me.. forgive those who curse you.. for give those who react..forgive those who hate you.. as its not about you... So I pray that wherever you are in life... if you have said something to or about someone that hurt them or would if they heard it.. I pray that you have the grace to go and attempt to make it right.. and then forgive your self.. Forgive others who wrong you.... Love them all in the Grace and forgiveness of the Lord.. and Lord I am sorry when I fall short.. I am sorry when I hurt my testimony.. and Lord I know that always.. You will work things out for good and the Glory of the Kingdom of God.. so I thank you.. I pray wherever you are in life.. that you ask the Lord to search your heart.. and lovingly guide and grow you.. to be more like Him.. as we walk towards the Kingdom of the Living God..Be blessed all ..and be a true blessing to someone tonight.. If your hurting.. turn to Jesus.. If your Lonely.. turn to Jesus.. if your angry.. lay it at the Cross and ask the Lord to heal your heart.. and give you grace..to forgive.. Lord.. help me to Love as you Love.. see hearts and not actions.. see beyond words Lord. Help me Feel as you feel.. Be more like you Lord.. Give me grace as I blunder through this life.. Help me to shine brighter for Your Glory.. Make me.. Mold me.. and refine me.. as I walk in this life.. drawing me closer to you.. closer to your heart.. closer to all you want to do in me Lord.. In Jesus Name.. Amen.. amen

Good night..

Well Im off to bed a bit earlier than normal tonight.. I have been praying about some things.. some things that God has allowed in my life.. great tribulations... I have been praying about How to use it all for His good and His glory.. to help others.. As we all walk this path of life.. As we all fall short.. all of us.. So please.. pray for me.. that The Holy Spirit reveal things to me.. on just how to share.. How to be of an encouragement to others.. To help others to learn.. to grow.. and to draw unto the Lord.. and always understand.. He loves you.. He so truly Loves you.. in spite of you..I know we all fall.. and those of you that stand and think you have not .. that you must always look at anothers error.. I pray that God show you truth.. that you take your eyes off another and may He show you your heart.. May we all take the log out of our own eye.. instead of trying to take the speck out of our brothers/sisters eye.. May God help us all to examine our own self.. our own walk.. just where we are.. We are all at a different maturity with our walk with the Lord.. so what may be sin to one..may not be to another.. As the Holy Spirit has not given that conviction yet.. as they are not ready for that.. as He is guiding.. and growing.. May we all be an example.. not a judge.. May we all ask the Holy Spirit to show us ourselves.. and may God help us to want to grow... and to know.. It is not condemnation.. is is His love and grace.. as He wants to mold us.. grow us.. and make us after Himself.. to draw others to Him.. even in our imperfections.. and when we fall... and the Holy Spirit convicts.. and we confess ... even if we are not forgiven by man.. we must learn to walk in the grace.. to forgive ourselves.. as the Lord has.. not only forgiven.. but He has forgotten.. As far as the East is from the West.. forgive others.. forgive yourself.. and get up.. and ask what the Lord wants to do to use this mess for His Good and His Glory! How I praise My God.. and those of you that maybe have had someone say something that hurt you.. and they asked to be forgiven..and maybe you think your owed more.. or you cant forgive.. why...?? if God can... why is it that you cant.. I Pray you let it go.. dont waste another moment on that.. Let the Lord heal.. to come and pour out His Spirit of grace and forgiveness on you.. and help you.. to grow.. to be molded.. to refined.. all for the Glory of God.. ... Do you know Him? Is He your Savior? He loves you.. He Is softly... tenderly calling you.. What will you say.. if you were to no longer be on this earth with in 5 mins of reading this.. Dont wait.. If you Stand before Him will He say.. come in ,,,,My good and faithful servant..? or will He say... depart from me I never knew you.. Your religion wont save you.. your good works wont save you.. Only a personal relationship with Jesus Christ will save you.. You must be born again of the Spirit.. the word of the Lord.. goodnight and May God bless your sleep.. Put guard His angels.. refresh and restore you.. to fight on.. all for His Glory! Amen I pray that today.. You were blessed..and that when the Lord put someone in your path or on your heart.. you were a true blessing to them....

Healing

Healing: Well Praise the Lord! Tomorrow I find out some results from some real extensive test.. Testing for toxins.. trace elements etc.. Its been a bit costly but I truly Believe the Lord had me go this way.. Out side of the "conventional" medical testing.. Hair saliva etc.. I am getting a bit of great anticipation as to what the Lord is going to show us tomorrow! Praise the Lord! As He takes me by the Hand through this healing.. He has shown me foods..that truly make it worse.. and that medications.. mask it and only "help" with symptoms.. I have been burdened to find out many things.. so that this also can help others who are going through just a bit.. of this type of situation.. May God reveal some great things.. to help in getting on top of all of this.. For His Good ...and His Glory.. thank you Lord!

Good Night Post and Prayer

As this day comes to a close for me.. and I go off to renew my strength.. I pray that God blow His renewing spirit over my family.. that He hold them ..in all ways they need.. That He draw their hearts to Him.. and use them in a mighty way.. that He become the heartbeat of their lives.. and the footsteps in this life they walk.. to be used for His Glory.. but until that day.. May He bring people in to their lives that can minster to them in ways they need.. ones they will trust and look up to..ones that can bring them comfort and peace within their hearts.. May God cover them in His Grace..His Mercy and Love.. put Guard His Angels over them.. keeping them safe from harm.. May He continue to give me peace.. and May God watch over each of you.. your families and your loved ones.. May He meet each one of your where it is you need Him to meet you.. May He cover you in His Grace.. and guard of protection always.. May He give you peace ..give you sleep that is peaceful. and wake you refreshed.. renewed and encouraged... to walk the footsteps that He wants for you to follow in this life.. to be used for His glory.. In Jesus Name.. Amen.. Be blessed all.. dont take all you have for granted.. you can loose it in a second.. Be a true blessing to someone today.. if you reacted.. make it right.. If you neglected.. reach out.. remember those who are alone.. remember those who have not..

Prayer for your Day

Lord ... I ask that you come and join me in my day... fill my home.. my heart..my soul and mind with Your Holy Spirit.. rain down upon me Lord... Lord... I thank you for forgiving me my short falls.. thank you for continuing to refine me.. to mold and make me.. Here I am Lord... Use me.. Make me.. Mold me..and do your perfect will in my life.. through the trials..through tribulations..through joy... I thank you for walking with me each step I take.. I thank you for holding me.. putting guard your Angels... I thank you for who you are.. my merciful.. God full of grace.. I thank you for showing me some things I needed to know today.. thank you for giving me some peace in that pain.. Thank you Lord.. for that answer to prayer... maybe just a little thing..but Lord you know..so big to me.. thank you for your peace.. thank you for giving me endurance..thank you for healing.. I dont have to always see it to know.. its there.. I pray Lord for blessings and comfort on my family... watch over them Lord God.. Be to them what they need Lord God... Hold them.. Draw their hearts to you Lord God... I pray for all that are reading this Lord God.. .that you Pour your Spirit down upon them...their families.. I pray Lord if they dont know you..that you tenderly continue to draw their hearts to your saving grace.. .. I pray if they know you... that you fill them to overflowing with the Rivers of Living water.. bringing them joy in this chaos of the world.. Put guard your Angels over them and their families.. keeping them safe from harm..mind..body and Spirit... In Jesus Name.. Amen

Good Night Post

As this night comes to a close for me.. I pray that you all found your blessings today.. that in the rush of life.. you stopped.. to look for your blessings.. even in a trial there are blessings.. I know.. I truly know this.. I pray for Gods covering over you all and your families... that you lay your burdens of life down at the Cross.. give them to Jesus and take His yoke.. I know that with out Him.. well... I would be a total mess.. He truly is my all.. . May God bless each of them in such a mighty way.. Be blessed and be a blessing to someone today.. You are loved.. by a Man Called Jesus.. He died for you.. He wants to give you eternal life.. what will you do with that calling.. He wants to give you peace.. He is the way.. the truth and the life..NO one comes to the Father except through Him.. You must be born again of the Spirit.. The Word of The Lord.. Good night all.. dont take your life for granted... things change in a second.. dont wait dont wait.. He loves you.. He gently is calling you.. what will you do with that ? What will you say..

Trials and Tribulations

Where are you in life.. what is it that your going through?  Are you looking at your struggles.. and your circumstances? Do you try to do things on  your own.. In your own strength.. Well right now I have recently gone through a lot of pain.. and now I am going through some major tribulations and changes in my life..  . and I can do 1 of 2 things.. I can run away from God.. curse Him for my trials.. or I  can trust in His Word.. Know that He is Faithful.. Stand on His Promises..He has put on my heart some things to do with out knowing the whole picture and know I dont have to know how He will work all this out for good and His Glory.. I dont have to know when.. I am at peace.. I would not be truthful If I didnt say that I got caught up in my pain for a bit.. as this truly has been an overwhelming tribulation in many many ways.. Ways I could never have imagined.. but I chose to ask for prayer when I was weak.. Ran to the Cross in my pain.. I chose to pick myself up and take the hand of My Lord... to take that step out on the water in Faith.. To not let the winds and storms around me make me distracted.. To not allow myself to try to figure any of this out... But to look straight.. and walk... in the steps of My Lord.. My God.. To know.. He truly has this.. All in His hand.. He is my All.  I will never deny Him.. ever.. He loves me and His word is true... and He loves those I love.. even more than I do.. So during this time of the fiery trial... I will continue to seek My God.. as He refines me.. Makes me ... Molds Me.. After His will.. To bring Him Glory... Proverbs 3 verses 5 and 6 Trust in the Lord with ALL your Heart and lean not to your own understanding.. In all your ways .. trust in Him.. and He will direct your Path.. the Word of the Lord.. I am truly excited to know.. that even if I dont see some of His promises come to fruition for  years down the road.. My God will get the Glory and the Victory.. and it will be more awesome than any words I can say.. and until then... I will continue to draw even closer to Him still.. to continue to thank Him.. for that I cannot see...  Remember   
God Loves to come in and do His Miracles in the Impossible situations

Prayer of Protection

Lord Jesus... I put on your Helmet of Salvation, to protect my mind. Keep my thoughts focused on you, in the day and in the night. Grant me your wisdom and discernment. I put on your Breastplate of Righteousness, knowing that God the Father looks at me through your righteousness, cleansed by Your blood which was shed on the Cross. I pull Your Belt of Truth tightly around my waist, so that I will recognize the truth, speak truth, and live by your truth. I put on Your Shoes of the Gospel of Peace, so that this day, I might leave your peace wherever I go. I take up Your Shield of Faith for protection against the fiery darts of the enemy. I take the Sword of the Spirit, Your mighty Word, and come against the attack of Satan. I ask you to protect my back with Your Glory, a wall of Glory at my back. Send Your protecting Angels to surround me. Please give me the gift of prayer in waking and sleeping. And, Lord, I pray you will enable me to love everyone I encounter today with Your love. I thank you Lord.. In Jesus Name.. Amen.. I pray you all remember each day to put on the Full Armor of God.. I have failed in always doing this.. Be blessed all.. and be a blessing in someones life today..

He Loves you! He Truly Loves you...

I pray that no matter where you are in life.. that you step back from your circumstances.. your failures of this world.. your mistakes.. and know that Jesus truly loves you.. Just the way your are.. He wants you to trust Him with your life.. today.. He will do the rest.. I promise you.. Yes you will still fall.. but He will be right there with you.. guiding you.. growing you.. All for His Glory..

He loves you.. Just as you are.. He is calling you.. so softly.. let the cares of the world be silenced for a moment ..and ask God to come and make Himself real to you.. He will show you the rest.. Ask Him // Say God help me! really.. wow its not a religion . it is a relationship.. so far past the realm of a religious en devour.. He lives.. He truly lives and He wants to live with in your heart.. to take your pain.. to take your sin upon Him.. to take your yoke and give you His.. He wants to show your how to walk in peace in the world but not of this world.. There is nothing to big that He wont forgive.. truly.. He loves you.. He is calling you.. If you dont know Jesus.. I pray that tonight.. You ask Him to come in to your life.. to give your life over to Him.. you will never be the same.. I promise you..

Prodigal .. He is calling you Home.. with Open arms.. Christian who has fallen.. He is right there.. He loves you.. He has forgiven and forgotten.. Lost one.. He is calling you.. to His throne of Grace 

Good Night Post and prayer

Good night all ..Early night tonight.. I pray That God put His covering over each of you.. give you peace.. and bring you joy immeasurable.. May He pour out His Spirit upon you...refresh and renew you..Place His arms of comfort around you.. May He draw your hearts closer to Him as He continues to reveal Himself more and more to you. May He give you wisdom in your life.. and Grace abounding. . May He flood your soul with the Rivers of Living water..and become the heartbeat of your life. May He place His guard of Angels over you.. and your loved ones.. In Jesus Name.. Amen.. Be blessed all.. and be a blessing to someone tonight..

Good Morning

Good morning all.. and Good morning Lord... today I just want to thank God.. for who He is.. for His power.. For His Love.. for His Healing..Mind , body and Spirit.. For His Grace.. For His restoration of what the evil of this world wants to destroy... For His word... For Turning ashes into beauty.. For giving me life today.. for Giving me Peace today.. even in this painful trial..Thank you Lord for increasing my Faith.. Thank you Lord ..that when all I can grab onto is You and my Faith.. That You... help me to step out... and take that first step on the water.. To look just towards You...not to the right or to the left.. but to YOU... To know that You have all of this in the Palm of Your hand... I thank you.. I thank you for watching over my family.. for watching over me.. For putting guard your Angels.. Lord I thank you in advance for turning all this around for my good and Your Glory as Your Words says.. I just thank you... I dont have to see the answers to Trust You....and Your word that is written within my Heart.. within the Love letters of Your Word....You are My Lord.. and Your word is Truth.. so I thank you.. In Jesus Name.. Amen.. Where are you in life today.. ? Who is it you trust in...Is your Faith being tested.. turn to Him.. He is the Way the Truth and the Life.. and No one gets to the Father except through Jesus Christ.. He will never leave nor Forsake you.. His word is truth! Be blessed all... and Be a blessing to someone today.. May God put His guard around you and your Family today.. Give you Peace in your trials..

Good Night Post

As this day comes to a close.. I pray that you found your blessings in your day.. even in the trials and tribulations of life.. they are there.. some times you need to just ask the Lord to help you clear your mind of all the mess going on in your life.. take a deep breath.. and just ask the Holy Spirit to blow His breath of life over you.. The Lord never said we would not have trials.. in fact He said the opposite.. sometimes ..I know.. it gets pretty dark.. but if we push past the darkness of the trial.. We will see... the light shines the brightest in the darkest... Look for the light.. It shines within you!  May God watch over you as you sleep.. put guard His protection.. on you..your family and loved ones.. May He guard your mind.. body and spirit..Refresh and renew you.. to wake you with vigor.. to fight on.. for the Glory of God.. Good night..  Be blessed.. and be a blessing to someone.. It may just be the life savor they needed in their life today.. dont wait ..if its on  your heart.. do it.. dont let it be to late..

A Journey of Healing: Day one

Welcome to my Walk with God through my healing... of mind body and Spirit.. I pray that God will show you.. that He wants healing for you.. sometimes it is instant.. sometimes it is not.. I will be sharing with you my walk through healing... all that I have learned.. how I have grown in a closer walk with The Lord..

I will start with sharing with all of you some notes from back in  2011.. so you can understand a bit more... I will be going back in time.. and walking through the past 15 years.. to help you to have hope..Faith... and see Grace of our Lord..

My Notes from Sept 14,  2011

Well... I know it has been a while since I have shared except for posting a few things from other fb friends... I know sometimes I probably sound a little bit different when I get so excited over little things like Water aerobics or a walk with my dog... I really have been thinking and praying.. is this something one shares.. I have kept this hidden from most of you because being a child of the King I did not want you to look at me as someone with a disease or medical condition. I have a condition... it does not have me... I have had a condition for ... I don't know... 13 yrs or so.. only 20% of people afflicted with this are live after 10yrs.. Praise Him.. I know in my heart God has used during some times of struggle and times of uncertainty for His Good and His Glory... I always thought to say I have been allowed to have something would cause another to possibly stumble... I have spoke out when God has told me too. Sharing with those who are hurting... or going through anything that God has allowed me myself to personally experience... I have always had a heart for my elders.. God let me walk in their shoes... Literately over night I was stuck down with a medical condition that made me feel as if I were 80 or more years in age... I went from a vibrant... strong, healthy self sufficient woman to someone I did not know... Though all the tests.. all the pain... all the struggles I learned to Praise My God... I asked one time for His healing.. I was alone... in my prayer and I cried out to my God to Heal my body... I felt in My heart that He said... "my Grace is sufficient enough for thee" As He said to Paul.. Well I never asked again that is until recently.. Now I am believing with others in prayer for a Healing... I believe I have been healed... even though some of the issues of this have not caught up to the Healing... All things In Gods time... His way... His purpose.. His Glory... I did find out recently that Paul actually asked 3 times for Healing.. So I neglected to ask God again.. Was It God that said No... or was it me... because somehow deep with in my heart.. maybe I somehow felt I did not deserve to be healed... Well I know God doesnt do things according to what we deserve.. If He did none of us would be saved... or healed... or ... well anything.. So I learned that past things said to me were not of God and that All things are Possible with Christ... and I know He is healing me... So I want to ask my fellow FB friends.. those who are saved.. to join in me in prayer.. for the completion of my healing..You see I know I have been called to serve My Lord in a Mighty way.. this issue has held me back ... ok you ask.. what is this thing she talks of.. It is called Mixed Connective Tissue Disease.. It is a combination of Lupus. Scleraderma, Raynauds and RA. I was told today that my lung obstruction is worse.. Well I dont accept that finding.. I accept the fact that Jesus has Healed me and I must continue to believe.. to claim it .. to share it.. to ask others who believe to join with me at the Cross in prayer.. with PURE faith.. If you think I am crazy.. I suppose I am.. Crazy for Jesus.. He is my Life.. and I will praise Him no matter what! He saved me from the pits of Hell. I love Him.. I will serve Him.. all the days of my life..

Welcome

Good Morning.. and Welcome to my blog.. I will be praying and just letting the Holy Spirit lead me each day as I post... I ask that you also.. pray... and ask the Holy Spirit to open your heart.. to hear what it is He wants you to hear.. to see what it is you need to see.. for what ever is going on in your life right now.  If you dont know Jesus As your Savior.. thats ok... just join me.. and The Lord... as He is tenderly calling you to Him.. Your are here for a reason.. it is not by accident.. He loves you...and He has a word for you...

Today I ask that God comfort you... where ever you are in life... with all the chaos we have going on in this world.. That He give you a calm Spirit.. that you know and understand.. with Him.. there is peace.. Chaos is of the enemy of this world.. who comes to steal... rob and destroy... his time is limited and he wants to ensure he takes as many with him as he can.. Don't listen to him.. give you anxiety to the Lord... He truly loves you.. He died for you.. and Rose again.. to sit at the right Hand of God.. He sent the Holy Spirit to interceded for you.. to live in you.. so you can walk in peace in this world..not of this world.. 

What are you going through today... what trials are you focusing on.. Do you think because of the trials that God is not real?  He is real.. He never said we would not endure trials or tribulations.. In Fact.. His word says We will... it is how will you go through and handle that trial.? Will you focus on your circumstance?  Or will you ask the Lord to show you the blessings in the trial.. to show you if He wants to teach you something.. as He is refining you... to become more like Him.. Do you trust Him to carry you through the trial.. through the fires of life..?

As you follow me in this blog.. there will be many personal life experiences shared.. I dont say anything that I have not lived...  As He is refining me.. for His Glory..

Thank you for joining me ... walking with me... as We grab the Hand of Jesus.. through Faith.. Grace and Mercy.